It has been a pretty rough start to this year, which may be mildly ironic given my year in review of 2018.
But things can’t always be peachy keen.
How dull would life be if everything was perfect all the time?
We would never appreciate the good moments,
the beautiful moments,
the vulnerable moments,
those moments that feel infinite.
I am a firm believer that hardships happen to spur growth and/or change,
and boy, I sure am going through some growing pains right now.
It’s easy to think that, with age, you become impervious to growth;
that you’ve learned all you needed to learn during your youth so now the world just sorta happens around you,
but that is truly naive thinking.
Part of what I am learning is that, while I thought I had learned almost everything there was to learn, I was wrong and I am learning a lot right now,
changing a lot,
I mean, I guess life has been pretty sweet for the last 4 years.
I’ve been long overdue for a rocky one.
So, here we are and here I am learning.
It’s kind of rough.
But there is so much shimmering wisdom blooming within this chaos.