There’s a kind of catharsis that comes along with big news, big changes, big events.
For me, it sometimes feels like that big piece of new information becomes part of who I am
and I think to myself “Okay, this is me now” and I get sort of complacent in that space.
Usually after about a nanosecond of feeling that way, I tell myself that life isn’t about complacency.
Not for me anyway.
It’s about continually tilling and digging to discover more about who I am and the world I’m in.
I like to always be moving.
Always working toward something.
Always philosophising about something.
Ironic, maybe, that one of my favorite activities is sitting on the lawn and doing nothing.
But I’m not really doing nothing.
I’m feeling the combination of cool earth and soft down of the grass.
Feeling the cool or warm or crisp or balmy breeze.
Feeling the nurturing glow of the sun.
And smelling all the magnificent smells of spring (right now, anyway).
I’m currently reading a book about quantum biology that analyzes smell.
It’s a pretty freakin’ remarkable process.
But I digress.
Being enveloped by nature helps me deepen my understanding of what it means to be alive.
It’s pretty incredible that we get to experience life on a planet as opposed to viewing one from the distance.
So I like to always be physically and mentally doing even if it looks like I’m doing nothing sometimes.
Moving while not moving.
I guess that’s kind of a big part of who I am.